i guess this is really random. but i wanna start a tau huay stall. imagine long queues like the rochor canal one. $$$!

all i need is a good location. and a little bit of marketing. hmmm...

Verse1:
There are times when I, couldn't find
Meaning in my life
I lost direction, all my hopes,
Dashed upon some hearts of stone
So i prayed.

Verse2:
Sometimes i get, so stressed up,
I just wanna hide under my sheets
Depression is, so addictive,
I got a dose of it again
Then you came

PreCho:
Then you came
Held me by the hand
You were the only friend
That i could depend on till the end

Chorus
cause you,
took my heart to heal,
the pain that I feel
You know that it's real

Only you
Would answer my calls
Picked me up from my fall
Now I'm standing tall

Now I stand tall

v day was somewhat special.

for starters, woke up early, and went to CCH! played for service. then lunched with the gang.

Headed down to expo, and enjoyed the sermon. VERY MUCH! HAHA.

after which had this exchange of v day presents between guy and girl in cell. the girls gave us balloons, the guys we sang when you say nothign at all, i played. haha.

den was. a date. with.

torrance tai shin chee! a guy!!! hahahhahaha. yeah. we ate kfc and had starbucks! and being the gentlemen i am, I SENT HIM HOME!!! LOL.

but im straight. so yes...

den as i was on the way home, driving at SMU area and feeling lost as usual when ting ting called.

"wher are you... can you erm... haha..."
"eh... around town... where you?"
"orchard haha! YAY! CAN YOU?!?!?!"
"haha of course! anyone else?"
"oh just me and yulan"

so i went to pick them up, and wow. it was 2359 when i picked so it was still vday! haha. den picked angelina too on the way back.

and yea i happened to pass by a CD shop selling B52's CD, so i got it initially for yulan on her birthday (mine too actually), but so happen that i got to see her, so i gave it to her! haha. GOODNESS.




some possible lyrics.

for some reason i cant explain.
the things in this life that remain
hopefully there's not much pain
and that this life is not just a game.

again!

im cheery! good mood now!

SOT IS APPROVED! WATER BAPTISM TOO!!!

what could get better?

a few things i guess.

some thoughts on this week; a week of breakthrough!


im more confident now, its like a surge of life coming into me after all that happened this week. too much to really blog but! a lot of things about nem is really starting to come back alive.

im smiling again!
dressing up again!
talkative!
vocal!
positive!


its like. life is back in me! not that im vain or attention seeking, but, more of a healthy self esteem!

its good. world! watch out for bryan!

heh. the love bank thingy seriously works.
*ding ding! *deh!!!!

but i think now, ive got low interest rates. so.

taking my time!!!~

i stared at you from afar,
it took about 6 glances from me before you returned me with 1
we're so distant, yet somehow it feels like it.
i don't know why, and i don't know how
certain things happen, or come to pass.

it feels like it might, but yet it feels like it wont.
realistically speaking, i've no faith to believe.
i've to admit too, that i'm in no shape to love
but yet deep down i yearn for love.
how can such contrasting thoughts co exist?

some things are meant to be; and some people are just not meant to be.

but my heart somehow, naively chooses to believe that we were meant to be.

God, i ask for a clear sign, of an indication that my faith is indeed placed on the right thoughts.

becas. i'm starting to feel something. and it may not be a good thing.

but if its from You Lord, i know its gonnna work out.

thank you Lord.

i want an acoustic guitar. actually...

i need one. urgently. money pls fall from the sky!